Ceejvlas

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons.


They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change. (cause they rather see me dying)
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on? Or do I really?
I had to lose everything to find out
..What is left for me?
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road?


Finally someone gave me one good reason not to go
But staying here is my worst fear.

It’s hard to force that smile.
 
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

And I don't know why I'm not falling apart
That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much back then
I'm tired and I'm numb. I hate it

What do I do now that everyone's gone
No back up plan, no second chance
And no one else to blame.
All that's left is the silence of the words I didn't say.