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Trying not to lose my head but I have never been this scared before.

But it's gone- not for good but for now
Gone for now feels a lot like gone for good .
It damn near destroys me
Breaks my faith to pieces on the floor
So I tell myself, that’s enough for now.
Let it go, live my life and leave it.
Then one day, wake up, and it will be home.

It's on my face, it's on my mind
Someday when this is over 
I may still have no answer?

And I'm leaving some things unsaid
And I'm breathing deeper instead

Uncertainty is killing me
And I’m certainly not asleep
Maybe I’ve gone far to deep
Maybe I’m just far to weak?